images by “night_huntress” :: original post 1 2
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it hurts
it hurts
when he says
he only has that
connection with herand can’t be himself
with everyone orwith me
i can’t really expect us to
instantly have that
connectionbut just the fact that
he can’t be himself
and he’s not really
happyhurts me
images by “night_huntress” :: original post
remixed image by “xjaymanx”
slowly
silently
steadily
seductively
she inched the
lime-green apple
closer to her blood-red lipscloser
so close
until her vibrant curls
swept across its curves
and caressed its sweet surfacenever
he never had a chance
to catch his nextbreath
inspired by “ladymorgaine81” :: original post
remixed image by “xjaymanx” :: added after composition
i feel cold
not bad
not angry
not sad
not depressed
not low
not any of thatjust
cold
i still hold true to my ideas of Silent Apathy
i’m not someone they particularly care about anyway
i’ve always known that’s how it always was
i didn’t get it then, it’s still the wrong termbut i understand now
perhaps Silent Apathy
isn’t really holding to how i am
it implies a deliberate ignorance on my part
at any rate, i can’t deliberately ignorebut i can stay away
she doesn’t need to hear from me
she doesn’t want tobut i will send it out
one last message before
she becomes a background figureyou don’t like it
i don’t care
i can’t help it
i am who i am
i’m a watcher
i keep track
i pay attention
and i guardno amount of ranting will change that
images by “mokk” :: original post
remixed image by “xjaymanx”
14 days
he’s
going away
for two weekshe
insults me
expects me
to apologise
for his mistakeshe
hurts me
a whore
for himbut i
love him
adore himand he’s
going away
for two weeksi don’t
i don’t know what to do
inspired by “_dernhelm” :: original post
remixed image by “xjaymanx” :: googled original image
hard to switch off
the child
buttonforgot to charge my ipod
no music
for the ride in or
lunch timethought it was okay
can deal with that
just buy a mag and
chill outforgot to pack my house keys
my folks decided
they were coming back
late
after numerous assurances
this morning
they would be back
on timespent
the evening
miserablewandering around london
in my long ass trousers
dragging in the rain
no music to keep
my spirits up and
a long wait before
i could jump
in the shower
and relaxgeez
images by “jennyboozz” & theresa :: original post
remixed image by “xjaymanx”
–a mistake–
she said
and giggled
as she flowed
from one side
of the room
to the othershe growled
with glee as
david bowie glared
in bright red
on the wallsi chuckled
behind my lens
behind my smileas her momentary
middle finger rose
and randomly broke
my distant
solitudewith
the snap
of the camera
images by “_intherain_” & “medvedev” :: original post
remixed image by “xjaymanx”
as i
left her
in quivering tears
in the shivering raini didn’t look back
i couldn’t look backafraid
afraid i would be drawn back into
her reckless aims and
careless gamesbut
as the
years fade away
i have one stabbing regreti wish
i wish i could remember
the color of her
eyes
images by “xjaymanx” :: related post
remixed image by “xjaymanx”
–may cause dizziness–
said the orange bottle
and the peachy pharmacist
jockeying the counteras if i didn’t already know
as if i cared aboutbloody unlikelihoods to travel my time
images by “jennyboozz” :: original post
remixed image by “xjaymanx”
insecurities
during his early morning walk
he paused by the street lamp
to wrestle more intensely
with his whirling worriesas the dawn yawned with its first light
the dim swish of an opening window
swivelled his exhausted eyes
into the curious breezethrough the posts and branches
her quick rivers of windswept hair
reflected a layered gold tinged
with the ruby of her robeand she was gone
but for a brief moment
he had forgotten all
his troubles in
the world
images by “night_huntress” :: original post
remixed image by “xjaymanx”
glance
with a shooting glance
she set him ablaze
from across the candlelit spacewith a teasing blink
she drew him closer
as close as she let him crawland with a final glare
she lifted the glass to her lips
and swatted his confidence away
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