remix 024 ~ the futility

images by “justababybath” :: original post
remixed image & words by “xjaymanx


the futility

the futility
gets me every time
so she told me

during one carefree coffeehouse stroll

i wonder
as she skips away and
crosses the shifting street
her head and heart bravely held high

tonight’ll be
another helpless night
so she warned me

a lamppost night of
scattering butterflies
and skittering fireflies
glowing in warm puffs and lost hugs

waiting for the muggy moonlit hours to crawl

–when will she call?–

she’ll still be
waiting and cradling her fragile composure
tenderly

shakily

futilely

remix 023 ~ i own the most wonderful t-shirt in the world

images by “goldfish_” :: original post
remixed image & words by “xjaymanx


i own the most wonderful t-shirt in the world

i own the most wonderful t-shirt in the world

my
hypnotic
orange t-shirt
with leopards and creatures and famous
ladies dressed in star-capped elegance

vibrates
like
shiny happy
black-and-white beetles
revolving beneath the diamond sunshine

revolving
and
revolving
and
revolving dizzily
alongside pretty purple bags
lugged merrily around the world

remix 022 ~ old photograph

images by “neverwhiteroses” :: original post
remixed words by “xjaymanx

i am your old
photograph

frozen

am i smudged
with your
potato-chip fingerprints?

warped
from your
soda-can condensation?

am i

just another
bookmark
in your superhero fantasies?

another
postcard
flung into the mailbox?

show me

i’m waiting
frozen

for
i’m
afraid
i’ve
been

forgotten

remix 021 ~ not so random things

inspired by “ladymorgaine81” :: original post
remixed image & words by “xjaymanx” :: added after composition


not so random things

not so random things
exhaustingly
bright and hot

light is not my friend
heat is my sworn enemy
work sucks
again
nothing new there

a surprising amount of traffic
mostly trucks
i hate them
loud
noisy
fumy

bastards

be prepared
i’m gonna smack them
and they go and make a better

idiot

remix 020 ~ a gasp

images by “goldfish_” :: original post
remixed image & words by “xjaymanx


a gasp

–a gasp–

the feathers
of faint memories
tickle-tickle the front door of her sensitive heart

–a glance–

they toss
the twinkling-twinkling candle within
her fragile house of cards
displaced

patterned cards precariously
climbing one by one by one again
a fall
and another climb

–a laugh–

she can hear their flickering-flickering giggle
she can feel their leaping giddiness

and hesitantly lets them in her
door
so they may jump and play
and
pretend
and
portray

a past worth reliving

remix 019 ~ that look, i will never forget

words & images by “goldfish_” :: original post
remixed image by “xjaymanx


that look, i will never forget
| words by goldfish_

That look, i will never forget. Was it the trace of time and emotion already?
The embodiment of inhuman or the most human power?
On her face, the beautiful unspoilt face of a three-year old?
On her face, what did i discover?
Will i ever find her in the impossible labyrinth of human personality,
in the backwaters of indescribable, concealed pain,
never realised, never spoken of?
Will i ever be able to find her in that heap of blurry photographs
signs
memories
of a childhood more beautiful
a heart more open
than i ever
dared to imagine.

remix 017 ~ your tape

images by “chasingfirefly” :: original post
remixed image & words by “xjaymanx


your tape

your tape

it lulled me

under the warm gaze
of dusty books and boxes
and shelves and jackets
and other misplaced
and replaced
trinkets

odd and ends

piled and packed memories
cradling me

beneath the electric luminescence
of the sparkling ceiling
blanketing me

beneath its fluorescent glow
illuminating me

as your tape
lulled
me
to
sleep

remix 013 ~ the morning f*ck

inspired by my day :: original post
no original image :: rare :: mod

the morning f*ck

+ awake +

+ did i forget to set the f*ckin alarm clock? +
+ did the freakin power go out? +
+ is there enough milk? +
+ am i late for work? +
+ is it pouring? +

+ nah +

+ just her delicate hands +
+ and her purring +
+ demands +

remix 009 ~ sifting

inspired by my day :: original post
no original image :: rare :: mod
words by “xjaymanx

sifting

filters sharply sifting
between
trust and distrust
worth and waste
patience and haste

elements of personality
deconstructed into
blocks of hobbies

spikes
of interest
likes and dislikes

betrayal

once she slams the door
shut

will she ever open it
again

for me?

remix 008 ~ fallen

images by “digital_sushi” :: original post
words by “xjaymanx

fallen

fallible
she stares
blankly

hopeless knees
buckle

numbly

against unaffected tiles
against indifferent shadows
against uncaring reflections

her halo of velvet
tumbles
wildly

yet soullessly

in forgotten freedom

her cigarette
her fading fire
her only dreaming beacon

to the distant

heavens

remix 006 ~ cornered

images by “i_and_i” :: original post
words by “xjaymanx

cornered
not captive

her velvet halo soaks up the shadows
and taunts the sunlight

motionless
not frozen

her oceanic gaze steals his waves
his armor cracks

her misty breeze kisses him
and leaves him

broken