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Blog 187.1 > Pride to Hide

February 5th, 2009 | 19 Comments »

03 May 2005 | Digital Sushi | Enlarge

“You never smile,” I lied.
“I know,” she replied.
“No courage? No ego?” I tried.
“Probably. No sense of pride.”
“I see.” I looked outside.

“You laugh too loud,” she lied.
“No, I don’t,” I denied.
“You probably have something to hide.”
“You probably stole the key,” I sighed.
She smiled. Too wide.

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19 comments to “Blog 187.1 > Pride to Hide”

jusuchin85
February 5th, 2009 at 7:53 pm

LOL loved that poem, Jayman. Something that happened before?

“You never smile,” I lied.
“I know,” she replied.
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“You probably stole the key,” I sighed.
She smiled. Too wide.

Must’ve been a very wide smile indeed. ^o^

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Mimi
February 5th, 2009 at 8:07 pm

Great poem! Same question as Jusuchin.. was it inspired by a real life experience? ^^

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xjaymanx
February 5th, 2009 at 8:34 pm

@J85: Ahh, thanx-thanx dude. Nothing specific, lol. Unless u count the ingredients of life, art and fiction, mixed and blended by my perception, and poured thru the filter of Digital Sushi’s self-portrait, lol.

@Mimi-chan: Thanx! Heyyy, you’re back! Missed u here, lol. But same answer I gave to J85. Actually, this little poetic story emerged from a humble quote I’ve been randomly and recently constructing in my head:

“Those who never smile, may lack a sense of pride.
While those who smile too much, often have something to hide.”

But this seemed too dry and lifeless. Hence the more playful poem, hehe. Glad u both liked it! ^_^
Miri
February 5th, 2009 at 8:37 pm

Quite the thought-provoking poem indeed. Your poem is sending me some very vivid imageries.

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xjaymanx
February 5th, 2009 at 8:50 pm

@Miri: Hey thanx! Glad I could stir up your mental state, lol. >.<
jusuchin85
February 5th, 2009 at 9:50 pm

Wow, utterly true, Jayman. That wryly smile that most people give often has something behind it…some motive, in my opinion. Too bad that I’m always the one smiling with nothing behind my back! ^o^

“Those who never smile, may lack a sense of pride.”

True as well, but also lack some self-confidence and happiness. Have this friend who never smiles and takes things a little too seriously all the time. >.<

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xjaymanx
February 5th, 2009 at 10:25 pm

@J85: Haha, thanx for the supporting evidence! But like all famous, infamous or unfamous quotes, it can’t be 100% true for 100% everyone. (Hence, using “may” and “often”, lol.) Instead, it works best from certain points of view. Which u seem to share… Yeah, my youngest brother seems to smile the same exact way in every single photo I see. What’s he hiding, dammit?!? >_<
Blowfish
February 6th, 2009 at 4:14 am

That would make a great song if youd add some music.
Im somehow reminded of Helmets earlier outputs

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Meimi132
February 6th, 2009 at 4:43 am

@xJaymanx: That is EXACTLY the music I wanted to use! But I don’t have it! And I was feeling lazy, so the only place I found it was a youtube vid, but cos windows movie maker doesn’t like FLV files, I couldn’t extract the music…. So I just posted the video as is lol.

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xjaymanx
February 6th, 2009 at 7:25 am

@Blowfish: LOL, I know! Wouldn’t it? But not familiar with Helmet. ^_^;

@M-chan: Hahaha, great minds think alike! But then again, there really is no other tune that would fit such a wacky stop-motion dance, lol. Except for Benny Hill! So if u still feel the need to add that tune, I just finished downloading it. Emailing shortly… ^_^

P.S. Heyyy, started “Battle Royale” two nights ago! Wow, freakin’ intense! But not finished yet. Due to limited time (or limited intensity lol), I can only watch a half hour per night. Can’t wait to finish it up! More later…

P.P.S. Btw, that “Mirai Suenaga” anime was an April Fool’s joke from two Aprils ago, lol. DC just copied the text from two years ago to his recent Dolfie post. >_<
Meimi132
February 6th, 2009 at 12:15 pm

@xJaymanx: lol yeah. Mucho thankies for the mp3!
Wickedo on the BR front. Sucks that you don’t have much time for movies though. That would bum me out… I love movies…. tv is better for short bursts lol, 25 mins or 43 mins, not as long as epicly long movies…like Transformers…. (5th time round watching, I’m really bored by it now….)

And regarding the Mirai anime, I knew it was an april fools from a couple of years back. But its not april, and its not fools. So is it for real now or if he just being uber-meeeaaan? I remember the Mirai eroge april fools too lol.

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Otaku Dan
February 6th, 2009 at 12:37 pm

the poem was great but I was looking at some side boob

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xjaymanx
February 6th, 2009 at 12:51 pm

@M-chan: No problema! can’t wait to see the real *final* video, lol.

Well, I do have more time on the weekend, but I *need* that time to compose my mega-posts! So instead, I watch my anime, sci-fi and movies in machine-gun bursts over the weekdays (breakfast, dinner and treadmill)… Haha, since “BR” is two hours long, it’ll be like a 4-part OVA, half hour each, lol. Bahhh, no-no-no, it’s never a good idea to watch fave movies so often that it gets boring!

P.S. No-no-no, lol. All DC said was: “The below is copy n pasted from the Mirai anime announcement – that was when Haruka was still known as Kako.” So that entire section came from the original two-year-old post. He was just giving Mirai’s background… Makes sense? Actually, the eroge might be more real… not sure about that. ^_^;

@O-Dan: Hahaha, thanx. Actually, I do have one “Digital Sushi” photo like that… But not her best lighting or composition, lol. I think AV idol Maria Ozawa (my Blog 186) might be more your style!
Coco the Bean
February 6th, 2009 at 4:27 pm

I know someone who is smiling all the time.
I wonder, I wonder… :O
xjaymanx
February 6th, 2009 at 4:30 pm

@Coco-chan: You don’t mean Mylie Cyrus, do u? LOL!
OneandonlyJem
February 7th, 2009 at 6:01 pm

@jay: LOL!!!!!

Thought provocative…

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xjaymanx
February 7th, 2009 at 8:08 pm

@Jem-chan: Hahaha, arigato! I wanted to toss in some lying and hiding until u were so twisted, u didn’t know who to trust. Yet playfully so, lol. Sounds like u know what I’m talking about! ^_^;
taketombo
February 8th, 2009 at 5:16 am

Interesting poem again~
But i cant really add to what has already been said lol it does create quite an image in your head and with music it would really add to it
Youre quite the writer!

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xjaymanx
February 9th, 2009 at 9:14 am

@TT-kun: Hey thanx! Sorry about the delay, was composing my latest mega-post, lol. But music? Anyone in mind? ^_^