Noodles :: The Very Thing [aka Really Good Head, NC-17]
Author: Jayman :: 26 April 2004
Summary: Weeks after he is freed, Neo receives a surprise.
Rating: NC-17
Categories: Adult/Erotica/Smut
Notes: Caution. This fic refers to scenes from the fic "Really Good Noodles" occurring weeks earlier.
thanx to all of the goddesses and readers for your suggestions and support!
with your input, i've made the following changes to the title and text:
> "Really Good Head" (RGH) changed to "The Very Thing" (TVT) based on mouse's line "to deny our impulses is to deny the
very thing that makes us human." it also seems to reflect that this fic was the very thing the goddesses were looking for.
(thanx nightbeast for the impetus in getting me to rethink in this direction!)
> "biblical" changed to "sacred" (thanx centaur!)
> "...slowly unfastened. Silently unfastened. Quietly unfastened from his waist." changed to:
"...slowly unfastened. Silently unbuttoned. Quietly unwrapped from his waist." (thanx centaur again!)
> as for neo's gasps, i'll be sticking to those as is. (thanx beat for the support!)
~~~ Weeks Earlier ~~~
Clearly I remember pickin' on the boy
Seemed a harmless little fuck
Ooh, but we unleashed a lion...
Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast...
How can I forget?
And he hit me with a surprise left
My jaw left hurtin'...ooh, dropped wide open
Just like the day...oh, like the day I heard
-- From the song "Jeremy," the album "Ten" (1991) by Pearl Jam
~~~
Almost as if he was talking to himself, Neo whispered, "I have these memories from my entire life, but... none of them really happened."
Memories of his mom Michelle, his dad John, and his best friend Willie Preston. Memories of his landlady Mrs. Jankowski, and the Chinese cashier at Phil's Noodle House. Memories of his first computer, his first car, his first apartment, his first real job, and his first hacking party. Memories of the infamous Knights Technoir, the ponytailed Levi Stevens, and the red-horned Katie DeVille. Chevalier Premier. Memories that never happened. None of them really happened...
Neo turned to Trinity, "What does that mean?"
What's the point?
"That the Matrix cannot tell you who you are."
~~~ Today ~~~
You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything
Help me, tear down my reason
Help me, it's your sex i can smell
Help me, you make me perfect
Help me become somebody else
I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God
- From the song "Closer," the album "Downward Spiral" (1994) by Nine Inch Nails
~~~
Another one.
The Nebuchadnezzar had freed another mind.
Once more, the tall dark-haired apprentice-turned-master stumbled in utter exhaustion, and willingly flung himself face-forward into his long-awaited cage of sleep. He didn't care if they threw away the key. Three Agents. The same three triplets. Bashing. Blocking. Diving. Dodging. Over and over. Leaping. Lunging. Twisting. Turning. Again and again. For three hours. Enough to give Morpheus and Trinity time. Three hours. Felt more like three weeks. In fact, this was the seventh mind in three weeks. And it was beginning to take its toll on him. He needed to take a break. Get some rest. Some relaxation.
Without removing his ragged overshirt or unbuckling his scuffed boots, Neo instantly fell asleep.
~~~
Pants. In the furthest corners of his slumber, where it mingled with the orange horizon of his consciousness, he somehow sensed his pants being slowly unfastened. Silently unbuttoned. Quietly unwrapped from his waist. Whether or not it was a distant dream, he didn't care. Didn't care about the bareness. His bare waist. His naked hips. Exposed to the cool air. In the chilled air, he didn't care and he instinctively rolled to offer more. Or dreamt that he rolled. Dreamt that he rolled onto his back. His aching back. No longer aching. Offering more to her. Offering his...
Mmmm...
Hips. In the distant sunrise of his awareness, he sensed his pants and undershorts being carefully pulled down from his hips. Down from his bare waist. Lower and lower. Lowered to his tired knees. His weak knees. Binding his strained legs. Restraining him. Trapping him. A welcomed trap. Welcoming her trap. Welcoming her...
Mm-hmmm...
Fingers. Under the rising sun, he sensed her delicate fingers upon his softness. His sleeping softness. Like sleeping clay. Like a sacred lump of clay. Waiting to be awakened. Molded. Molded into shape. Tracing his shape. Delicately tracing his...
Ahhh.
Her searching fingers traced the curl of his awakening manhood. Caressed the curve of his sensitive sack. He gasped. Gasped in the growing warmth of the sunlight. The sunlight warming his hips. Warming his thighs. Warming his...
Ahhh.
More fingers. Warm fingers. Surrounding fingers. Stroking his growing manhood. Other fingers. Caressing fingers. Grasping his soft sack. He gasped. Rhythmic fingers. In rhythm. Awakening. In rhythm. Awakening his...
Ohhh...
Suddenly, the warming light of the rising sun splashed upon his rising cock. Her warm mouth. So warm. So hot. Warming him. Enveloping him. Molding him. So hot. So wet. Molding him with her hot tongue. Molding his...
"Oh God..."
Hardening cock. Hardening. Beating heart. Beating. Brightening sun. Brightening. Blinding. Waking. Waking him from his distant slumber. He cracked open his dark eyes. His eyes focussed distantly. Hazily. Lazily. He gasped once more. Gasped in the engulfing heat of her mouth. Her mouth engulfing. Lips rising. Falling. Rising once more. Falling once more upon his...
"Uhhh... Ahhh..."
Stiffened cock. Stiffened. Reddened. Pulsing. Pulsing with the beat of his heart. Beating. Blinding. He slid his hands down. Sliding. Floating to her hair. Caressing the dark hair on her head. Her head rising. Falling. Rising once more. In rhythm. Her fingers stroking once more. Other fingers grasping once more. In rhythm. Her tongue swirling once more. Tongue swirling around his...
"Ahhh... Oh God... Ahhh..."
Raging cock. Raging. Filling her lips. Filling her mouth. In rhythm. Her steaming mouth. Her dripping lips. In rhythm. He shuddered. He groaned. In rhythm. Her head rising. Falling. Rising once more. In rhythm. His hands lost in her hair. His hands guiding her head. In rhythm. Guiding. Urging. His skin tingling. His waist moving. In rhythm. Shuddering. Groaning. His thighs tensing. His hips thrusting. His blood pumping. His heart...
"Oh God... Trin... Oh God..."
Beating and racing. Rising and soaring. In rhythm. He shuddered once more. He groaned once more. In rhythm. Dripping mouth falling deeper. Surrounding fingers stroking faster. In rhythm. Curling tongue swirling quicker. Grasping fingers squeezing tighter. In rhythm. In the distance, he felt it. He felt the waterfall approaching. The waterfall rushing closer. Rushing closer. Rushing louder. Rushing...
"Trin... Oh God... Ahhh... Ahhh..."
Closer and closer. Louder and louder. In rhythm. He shuddered faster. He groaned louder. In rhythm. The blinding sunlight. The rushing waterfall. In rhythm. Rushing closer. Rushing louder. In rhythm. Coming closer. Coming louder. In rhythm. He was rushing towards the edge. Tensing towards the edge. In rhythm. Tensing. Building. Gasping. Groaning. In rhythm. Coming closer and louder. Closer and louder. In rhythm. So close. So loud. So close. So loud. In rhythm. Until, at last...
"Ahhh! Trin! Ahhh! Ahhh!"
He burst over the edge. Bursting. He was bursting...
"Ahhh! Ahhh! Ahhh!"
He was bursting within her. He was thrusting within her. He was spurting. He was shuddering. He was groaning. He was coming. He was coming. Coming. Coming. Until he could come no more. No more.
"Ahhh... Oh Trinity..."
He shuddered once more. The water still rushing. His blood still rushing. His heart still racing.
"Ahhh..."
He shivered once more. The water calming. His blood calming. His heart slowing.
"Oh Trinity..."
He caressed her hair. The water still calming. His blood still calming. His heart still slowing.
"Trinity..."
He caressed her warm cheek. Her wet chin. Her wet lips.
"I love you."
~~~
Neo inhaled and exhaled deeply. With a sideways grin, he murmured, "What was that for?"
Their hearts. Their beating hearts drowned out the soothing hum of the ship.
Trinity just smiled.
~~~
No pain.
Without knowing it, Neo had forgotten the pain.
Without realizing it, he had forgotten the painful emptiness of her disappearance. The emptiness of missing Katie. Missing her. Missing her eyes. Her lips. Her voice. No more pain. After all, the pain never happened. The emptiness never happened. None of them really happened. None of them really mattered.
All that mattered was Trinity.
Definitely Trinity.
As she smiled at him, he smiled right back.
END