{"id":95,"date":"2006-04-23T16:27:00","date_gmt":"2006-04-23T23:27:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xjaymanx.com\/wordpress\/?p=78"},"modified":"2006-04-23T16:27:00","modified_gmt":"2006-04-23T23:27:00","slug":"little-by-little","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2006\/04\/23\/little-by-little\/","title":{"rendered":"remix 070 ~ little by little"},"content":{"rendered":"

images by “french__kissed<\/strong><\/a>” :: no original post
\nremixed image & words by “xjaymanx<\/strong>”<\/p>\n


\nlittle by little<\/a><\/p>\n

in solitude she wanders
\ntrapped by the silence<\/p>\n

caged by the trees
\nin her forest of sapphire<\/p>\n

she glows like the sun
\nfrom silver to gold<\/p>\n

yet chooses the darkness
\nto blanket her shoulders<\/p>\n

she hugs the pain within
\nand the emptiness throughout<\/p>\n

like her longtime friends
\nthe rain and the clouds<\/p>\n

in moments of weakness
\nshe cries to be free<\/p>\n

to let go of the guilt
\nand the regret and the fear<\/p>\n

but all she can do
\nis break off pieces of her soul<\/p>\n

and little by little
\nlet them carry her hopes<\/p>\n

to fly high and laugh
\nlike leaves in the sunshine<\/p>\n

to drift far and rejoice
\nlike butterflies in the moonlight<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

images by “french__kissed” :: no original post remixed image & words by “xjaymanx” little by little in solitude she wanders trapped by the silence caged by the trees in her forest of sapphire she glows like the sun from silver to gold yet chooses the darkness to blanket her shoulders she hugs the pain within … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0},"categories":[3,10],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7rIwb-1x","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":70,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/09\/14\/orchid-2005-layout\/","url_meta":{"origin":95,"position":0},"title":"remix 065 ~ orchid 2005 layout","author":"xjaymanx","date":"September 14, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images by \"french__kissed\" :: related post 1 2 3 remixed layout by \"french__kissed\" & \"xjaymanx\" orchid 2005 layout","rel":"","context":"In "Remix"","block_context":{"text":"Remix","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/category\/remix\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":66,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/08\/29\/until-the-waterfall\/","url_meta":{"origin":95,"position":1},"title":"remix 061 ~ until the waterfall","author":"xjaymanx","date":"August 29, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images by \"french__kissed\" :: original post remixed image & words by \"xjaymanx\" until the waterfall painfully fluid strands plummet upon jagged shoulders ledges below ledges boulders beneath boulders legends fading before legends in a neverending series of echoes whispering their forgotten mists of yore weeping for tragic loves and glorious\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Remix"","block_context":{"text":"Remix","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/category\/remix\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":59,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/08\/13\/laying-in-the-grass\/","url_meta":{"origin":95,"position":2},"title":"remix 054 ~ laying in the grass","author":"xjaymanx","date":"August 13, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images by \"french__kissed\" :: original post 1 2 remixed image & words by \"xjaymanx\" laying in the grass i gaze at her laying in the grass with her skirt strings trailing like lazy kite tails swaying in the haze does she realize her influence? 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