{"id":71,"date":"2005-09-20T04:58:00","date_gmt":"2005-09-20T11:58:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toybox\/2005\/09\/20\/graceful-agony\/"},"modified":"2005-09-20T04:58:00","modified_gmt":"2005-09-20T11:58:00","slug":"graceful-agony","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/09\/20\/graceful-agony\/","title":{"rendered":"remix 066 ~ graceful agony"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>images by &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/goldfish-.livejournal.com\"><strong>goldfish_<\/strong><\/a>&#8221; :: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.livejournal.com\/users\/goldfish_\/7506.html\"><b>original post<\/b><\/a><br \/>\nremixed image by &#8220;<strong>xjaymanx<\/strong>&#8221;<br \/>\npart *1* words by &#8220;<strong>goldfish_<\/strong>&#8221;<br \/>\npart *2* words by &#8220;<strong>xjaymanx<\/strong>&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><a target=\"new\" href=\"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/xjaymanx\/Images-remixes\/goldfish_shattered01.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" border=\"1\" src=\"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/xjaymanx\/Images-remixes\/goldfish_shattered01th.jpg\"><br \/>\ngraceful agony<\/a><\/p>\n<blockquote><p><i>*1*<\/p>\n<p>i am miserably lonely.<br \/>\nsome people have the ability<br \/>\nto be lonely in a careless,<br \/>\nor maybe even graceful way,<br \/>\nbut i rarely manage.<\/p>\n<p>my roads are winding. dark. misleading.<br \/>\ni&#8217;ve been waiting for a very long time now,<br \/>\na very very long time longer than ever,<br \/>\nbut every little adding moment<br \/>\ni managed to convince myself<br \/>\nthat it was worth it<br \/>\nas there was no other way.<\/p>\n<p>*2*<\/p>\n<p>like those<\/p>\n<p>fleeting moments<\/p>\n<p>when the<\/p>\n<p>glittering shards<\/p>\n<p>of a<\/p>\n<p>shattered mirror<\/p>\n<p>descend<\/p>\n<p>towards the<\/p>\n<p>sleeping earth<\/p>\n<p>they<\/p>\n<p>are the<\/p>\n<p>slow-motion<\/p>\n<p>whispers<\/p>\n<p>of<\/p>\n<p>graceful<\/p>\n<p>agony<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>images by &#8220;goldfish_&#8221; :: original post remixed image by &#8220;xjaymanx&#8221; part *1* words by &#8220;goldfish_&#8221; part *2* words by &#8220;xjaymanx&#8221; graceful agony *1* i am miserably lonely. some people have the ability to be lonely in a careless, or maybe even graceful way, but i rarely manage. my roads are winding. dark. misleading. i&#8217;ve been &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/09\/20\/graceful-agony\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-71","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-remix","category-remix-julia"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/71","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=71"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/71\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=71"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=71"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=71"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}