{"id":7,"date":"2005-07-10T22:25:00","date_gmt":"2005-07-11T05:25:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xjaymanx.com\/wordpress\/?p=10"},"modified":"2005-07-10T22:25:00","modified_gmt":"2005-07-11T05:25:00","slug":"happy-birthday","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/10\/happy-birthday\/","title":{"rendered":"remix 003 ~ happy birthday"},"content":{"rendered":"

images by “goldfish_<\/strong><\/a>” :: original post<\/strong><\/a>
\nwords by “xjaymanx<\/strong>”<\/p>\n

today
\nexactly nineteen years old– not old
\nbehind the glass<\/em><\/p>\n

today
\nnineteen fishes of gold– not gold
\nwithin the bowl<\/em><\/p>\n

nineteen pairs of shoes bought and sold
\nnineteen slices of strawberries so bold
\nnineteen tears left in the cold<\/em><\/p>\n

nineteen secrets untold
\ndon’t tell<\/em><\/p>\n

tomorrow
\nnineteen– not exactly nineteen<\/em><\/p>\n

don’t fold
\ndon’t fold<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

images by “goldfish_” :: original post words by “xjaymanx” today exactly nineteen years old– not old behind the glass today nineteen fishes of gold– not gold within the bowl nineteen pairs of shoes bought and sold nineteen slices of strawberries so bold nineteen tears left in the cold nineteen secrets untold don’t tell tomorrow nineteen– … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0},"categories":[3,4],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7rIwb-7","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":71,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/09\/20\/graceful-agony\/","url_meta":{"origin":7,"position":0},"title":"remix 066 ~ graceful agony","author":"xjaymanx","date":"September 20, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images by \"goldfish_\" :: original post remixed image by \"xjaymanx\" part *1* words by \"goldfish_\" part *2* words by \"xjaymanx\" graceful agony *1* i am miserably lonely. some people have the ability to be lonely in a careless, or maybe even graceful way, but i rarely manage. my roads are\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Remix"","block_context":{"text":"Remix","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/category\/remix\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":23,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/12\/that-look-i-will-never-forget\/","url_meta":{"origin":7,"position":1},"title":"remix 019 ~ that look, i will never forget","author":"xjaymanx","date":"July 12, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"words & images by \"goldfish_\" :: original post remixed image by \"xjaymanx\" that look, i will never forget | words by goldfish_ That look, i will never forget. Was it the trace of time and emotion already? The embodiment of inhuman or the most human power? 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