{"id":63,"date":"2005-08-18T17:46:00","date_gmt":"2005-08-19T00:46:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xjaymanx.com\/wordpress\/?p=66"},"modified":"2005-08-18T17:46:00","modified_gmt":"2005-08-19T00:46:00","slug":"yearning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/08\/18\/yearning\/","title":{"rendered":"remix 058 ~ yearning"},"content":{"rendered":"

images by “_intherain_<\/strong><\/a>” :: original post 1<\/b><\/a> 2<\/b><\/a>
\nremixed image by “xjaymanx<\/strong>”<\/p>\n


\nyearning<\/a><\/p>\n

i am the fire hydrant in your chilly rainstorm
\nwanting to spill my bottled oceans
\nand swirling emotions into your
\nsoaked concrete streets<\/p>\n

i am the red hydrant in your silver reflection
\nwishing to free my imprisoned tears
\nand windswept fears into your
\nmirrored asphalt roads<\/p>\n

longing to flow and flee
\nin your turbulence
\nand tolerance<\/p>\n

yearning to be furious and free in the streams and the sea<\/p>\n

but forever bound
\nto the muddled
\nand puddled<\/p>\n

earth.<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

images by “_intherain_” :: original post 1 2 remixed image by “xjaymanx” yearning i am the fire hydrant in your chilly rainstorm wanting to spill my bottled oceans and swirling emotions into your soaked concrete streets i am the red hydrant in your silver reflection wishing to free my imprisoned tears and windswept fears into … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0},"categories":[3,7],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s7rIwb-yearning","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":22,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/12\/floating\/","url_meta":{"origin":63,"position":0},"title":"remix 018 ~ floating","author":"xjaymanx","date":"July 12, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images by 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