{"id":53,"date":"2005-08-03T20:18:00","date_gmt":"2005-08-04T03:18:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toybox\/2005\/08\/03\/never-meant\/"},"modified":"2005-08-03T20:18:00","modified_gmt":"2005-08-04T03:18:00","slug":"never-meant","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/08\/03\/never-meant\/","title":{"rendered":"remix 049 ~ never meant"},"content":{"rendered":"

images by “spunky_m<\/strong><\/a>” & “french__kissed<\/strong><\/a>” :: original post 1<\/b><\/a> 2<\/b><\/a>
\nremixed image & words by “xjaymanx<\/strong>”<\/p>\n


\nnever meant<\/a><\/p>\n

“i’ll be back soon”
\nhe said<\/p>\n

“just a few days”
\nhe smiled<\/p>\n

she smiled back
\n“okay, you promise?”<\/p>\n

he nodded
\n“i promise”<\/p>\n

one week passed<\/p>\n

but he still couldn’t
\nbear the thought<\/p>\n

he still couldn’t
\nbear the heart-breaking thought
\nof looking into her eyes<\/p>\n

he still couldn’t
\nlook into her soul-searching eyes
\nand tell her the truth<\/p>\n

he still couldn’t
\ntell her that he never meant
\nto keep his promise<\/p>\n

never meant
\nto be with her again<\/p>\n

never meant
\nto see her again<\/p>\n

never meant
\nto fall for her<\/p>\n

never meant
\nto fall in love
\nwith her
\nagain<\/p>\n

one month passed<\/p>\n

he was never given
\nmore than
\nsix<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

images by “spunky_m” & “french__kissed” :: original post 1 2 remixed image & words by “xjaymanx” never meant “i’ll be back soon” he said “just a few days” he smiled she smiled back “okay, you promise?” he nodded “i promise” one week passed but he still couldn’t bear the thought he still couldn’t bear the … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0},"categories":[3,10],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7rIwb-R","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":70,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/09\/14\/orchid-2005-layout\/","url_meta":{"origin":53,"position":0},"title":"remix 065 ~ orchid 2005 layout","author":"xjaymanx","date":"September 14, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images by \"french__kissed\" :: related post 1 2 3 remixed layout by \"french__kissed\" & \"xjaymanx\" orchid 2005 layout","rel":"","context":"In "Remix"","block_context":{"text":"Remix","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/category\/remix\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":66,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/08\/29\/until-the-waterfall\/","url_meta":{"origin":53,"position":1},"title":"remix 061 ~ until the waterfall","author":"xjaymanx","date":"August 29, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images by \"french__kissed\" :: original post remixed image & words by \"xjaymanx\" until the waterfall painfully fluid strands plummet upon jagged shoulders ledges below ledges boulders beneath boulders legends fading before legends in a neverending series of echoes whispering their forgotten mists of yore weeping for tragic loves and glorious\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Remix"","block_context":{"text":"Remix","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/category\/remix\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":59,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/08\/13\/laying-in-the-grass\/","url_meta":{"origin":53,"position":2},"title":"remix 054 ~ laying in the grass","author":"xjaymanx","date":"August 13, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images by \"french__kissed\" :: original post 1 2 remixed image & words by \"xjaymanx\" laying in the grass i gaze at her laying in the grass with her skirt strings trailing like lazy kite tails swaying in the haze does she realize her influence? 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