{"id":49,"date":"2005-08-03T03:43:00","date_gmt":"2005-08-03T10:43:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xjaymanx.com\/wordpress\/?p=52"},"modified":"2005-08-03T03:43:00","modified_gmt":"2005-08-03T10:43:00","slug":"cracked","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/08\/03\/cracked\/","title":{"rendered":"remix 045 ~ cracked"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>images by &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/caboosylucy.livejournal.com\"><strong>caboosylucy<\/strong><\/a>&#8221; :: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.livejournal.com\/community\/selfportraits\/6423427.html\"><b>original post<\/b><\/a><br \/>\nremixed original by unknown<br \/>\nwords by &#8220;<strong>xjaymanx<\/strong>&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><a target=\"new\" href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.xjaymanx.com\/xjaymanx\/Images-remixes\/caboosy_cracked01.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" border=\"1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.xjaymanx.com\/xjaymanx\/Images-remixes\/caboosy_cracked01th.jpg?w=545\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\"><br \/>\ncracked<\/a> | remixed original by unknown<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><i>cracked<\/p>\n<p>cracked<br \/>\nher golden soul<\/p>\n<p>focuses on<br \/>\nthe black emptiness<br \/>\nand the white nothingness<br \/>\nwithin her<br \/>\nwithout her<br \/>\nwithout him<\/p>\n<p>without him<\/p>\n<p>without his candlelit presence<\/p>\n<p>with nothing<br \/>\nto console her<br \/>\nbut her<\/p>\n<p>fading<\/p>\n<p>cracking<\/p>\n<p>memories<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>images by &#8220;caboosylucy&#8221; :: original post remixed original by unknown words by &#8220;xjaymanx&#8221; cracked | remixed original by unknown cracked cracked her golden soul focuses on the black emptiness and the white nothingness within her without her without him without him without his candlelit presence with nothing to console her but her fading cracking 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