{"id":47,"date":"2005-07-30T04:33:00","date_gmt":"2005-07-30T11:33:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xjaymanx.com\/wordpress\/?p=50"},"modified":"2005-07-30T04:33:00","modified_gmt":"2005-07-30T11:33:00","slug":"hurts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/30\/hurts\/","title":{"rendered":"remix 043 ~ hurts"},"content":{"rendered":"

images by “night_huntress<\/strong><\/a>” :: original post 1<\/b><\/a> 2<\/b><\/a>
\nremixed image by “xjaymanx<\/strong>”<\/p>\n


\nhurts<\/a><\/p>\n

it hurts<\/p>\n

it hurts
\nwhen he says
\nhe only has that
\nconnection with her<\/p>\n

and can’t be himself
\nwith everyone or<\/p>\n

with me<\/p>\n

i can’t really expect us to
\ninstantly have that
\nconnection<\/p>\n

but just the fact that
\nhe can’t be himself
\nand he’s not really
\nhappy<\/p>\n

hurts me<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

images by “night_huntress” :: original post 1 2 remixed image by “xjaymanx” hurts it hurts it hurts when he says he only has that connection with her and can’t be himself with everyone or with me i can’t really expect us to instantly have that connection but just the fact that he can’t be himself … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0},"categories":[3,6],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s7rIwb-hurts","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":61,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/08\/16\/shadow-of-my-smile\/","url_meta":{"origin":47,"position":0},"title":"remix 056 ~ shadow of my smile","author":"xjaymanx","date":"August 16, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images & words by \"night_huntress\" :: original post remixed image by \"xjaymanx\" shadow of my smile the shadow of my smile is something you once knew but now a shadow is all i can be to hide my tears from you how could you do that to me?","rel":"","context":"In "Remix"","block_context":{"text":"Remix","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/category\/remix\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":38,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/21\/glance\/","url_meta":{"origin":47,"position":1},"title":"remix 034 ~ glance","author":"xjaymanx","date":"July 21, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images by \"night_huntress\" :: original post remixed image by \"xjaymanx\" glance glance with a shooting glance she set him ablaze from across the candlelit space with a teasing blink she drew him closer as close as she let him crawl and with a final glare she lifted the glass to\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Remix"","block_context":{"text":"Remix","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/category\/remix\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":46,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/30\/closer\/","url_meta":{"origin":47,"position":2},"title":"remix 042 ~ closer","author":"xjaymanx","date":"July 30, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images by \"night_huntress\" :: original post remixed image by \"xjaymanx\" closer slowly silently steadily seductively she inched the lime-green apple closer to her blood-red lips closer so close until her vibrant curls swept across its curves and caressed its sweet surface never he never had a chance to catch his\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Remix"","block_context":{"text":"Remix","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/category\/remix\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":68,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/09\/04\/against-the-bright-blue\/","url_meta":{"origin":47,"position":3},"title":"remix 063 ~ against the bright blue","author":"xjaymanx","date":"September 4, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images by \"night_huntress\" :: original post remixed image & words by \"xjaymanx\" against the bright blue an awkward sigh and a stuttered reply were their final steps before his kiss goodbye an empty shudder and an unspoken sting were her last remnants of their hollow fling his flight took off\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Remix"","block_context":{"text":"Remix","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/category\/remix\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":44,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/29\/14-days\/","url_meta":{"origin":47,"position":4},"title":"remix 040 ~ 14 days","author":"xjaymanx","date":"July 29, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images by \"mokk\" :: original post remixed image by \"xjaymanx\" 14 days 14 days he's going away for two weeks he insults me expects me to apologise for his mistakes he hurts me a whore for him but i love him adore him and he's going away for two weeks\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Remix"","block_context":{"text":"Remix","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/category\/remix\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":55,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/08\/08\/scrapbook-notes\/","url_meta":{"origin":47,"position":5},"title":"remix ~ scrapbook notes","author":"xjaymanx","date":"August 8, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"scrapbook notes thanx to all of you who've made this scrapbook experiment an awesome experience! so, yeah, i did it! as a companion and backup for this livejournal community scrapbook, i've launched the new xjaymanx_remix website. so far, i've added the most-recent five remixes, but i'll continue to add as\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Remix"","block_context":{"text":"Remix","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/category\/remix\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]}],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=47"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=47"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=47"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=47"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}