{"id":41,"date":"2005-07-25T14:41:00","date_gmt":"2005-07-25T21:41:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xjaymanx.com\/wordpress\/?p=44"},"modified":"2005-07-25T14:41:00","modified_gmt":"2005-07-25T21:41:00","slug":"i-wish","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/25\/i-wish\/","title":{"rendered":"remix 037 ~ i wish"},"content":{"rendered":"

images by “_intherain_<\/strong><\/a>” & “medvedev<\/strong>” :: original post<\/b><\/a>
\nremixed image by “xjaymanx<\/strong>”<\/p>\n


\ni wish<\/a><\/p>\n

as i
\nleft her
\nin quivering tears
\nin the shivering rain<\/p>\n

i didn’t look back
\ni couldn’t look back<\/p>\n

afraid<\/p>\n

afraid i would be drawn back into
\nher reckless aims and
\ncareless games<\/p>\n

but
\nas the
\nyears fade away
\ni have one stabbing regret<\/p>\n

i wish<\/p>\n

i wish i could remember
\nthe color of her
\neyes<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

images by “_intherain_” & “medvedev” :: original post remixed image by “xjaymanx” i wish as i left her in quivering tears in the shivering rain i didn’t look back i couldn’t look back afraid afraid i would be drawn back into her reckless aims and careless games but as the years fade away i have … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0},"categories":[3,7],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7rIwb-F","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":71,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/09\/20\/graceful-agony\/","url_meta":{"origin":41,"position":0},"title":"remix 066 ~ graceful agony","author":"xjaymanx","date":"September 20, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images by \"goldfish_\" :: original post remixed image by \"xjaymanx\" part *1* words by \"goldfish_\" part *2* words by \"xjaymanx\" graceful agony *1* i am miserably lonely. some people have the ability to be lonely in a careless, or maybe even graceful way, but i rarely manage. my roads are\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Remix"","block_context":{"text":"Remix","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/category\/remix\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":26,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/12\/old-photograph\/","url_meta":{"origin":41,"position":1},"title":"remix 022 ~ old photograph","author":"xjaymanx","date":"July 12, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images by \"neverwhiteroses\" :: original post remixed words by \"xjaymanx\" i am your old photograph frozen am i smudged with your potato-chip fingerprints? 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