{"id":39,"date":"2005-07-22T14:09:00","date_gmt":"2005-07-22T21:09:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xjaymanx.com\/wordpress\/?p=42"},"modified":"2005-07-22T14:09:00","modified_gmt":"2005-07-22T21:09:00","slug":"insecurities","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/22\/insecurities\/","title":{"rendered":"remix 035 ~ insecurities"},"content":{"rendered":"

images by “jennyboozz<\/strong><\/a>” :: original post<\/b><\/a>
\nremixed image by “xjaymanx<\/strong>”<\/p>\n


\ninsecurities<\/a><\/p>\n

insecurities<\/p>\n

during his early morning walk
\nhe paused by the street lamp
\nto wrestle more intensely
\nwith his whirling worries<\/p>\n

as the dawn yawned with its first light
\nthe dim swish of an opening window
\nswivelled his exhausted eyes
\ninto the curious breeze<\/p>\n

through the posts and branches
\nher quick rivers of windswept hair
\nreflected a layered gold tinged
\nwith the ruby of her robe<\/p>\n

and she was gone<\/p>\n

but for a brief moment<\/p>\n

he had forgotten all
\nhis troubles in
\nthe world<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

images by “jennyboozz” :: original post remixed image by “xjaymanx” insecurities insecurities during his early morning walk he paused by the street lamp to wrestle more intensely with his whirling worries as the dawn yawned with its first light the dim swish of an opening window swivelled his exhausted eyes into the curious breeze through … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7rIwb-D","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":42,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/27\/a-mistake\/","url_meta":{"origin":39,"position":0},"title":"remix 038 ~ a mistake","author":"xjaymanx","date":"July 27, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"images by \"jennyboozz\" & theresa :: original post remixed image by \"xjaymanx\" a mistake --a mistake-- she said and giggled as she flowed from one side of the room to the other she growled with glee as david bowie glared in bright red on the walls i chuckled behind my\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Remix"","block_context":{"text":"Remix","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/category\/remix\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":37,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/21\/connections\/","url_meta":{"origin":39,"position":1},"title":"remix 033 ~ connections","author":"xjaymanx","date":"July 21, 2005","format":false,"excerpt":"words and images by \"jennyboozz\" :: original post remixed image & words by \"jennyboozz\" connections | remix by jennyboozz Connections It is strange what connections remain between people. 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