{"id":31,"date":"2005-07-15T17:24:00","date_gmt":"2005-07-16T00:24:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xjaymanx.com\/wordpress\/?p=34"},"modified":"2005-07-15T17:24:00","modified_gmt":"2005-07-16T00:24:00","slug":"smooshed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/15\/smooshed\/","title":{"rendered":"remix 027 ~ smooshed"},"content":{"rendered":"

inspired by “ladymorgaine81<\/strong><\/a>” :: original post<\/b><\/a>
\nremixed words by “xjaymanx<\/strong>”<\/p>\n

smooshed
\ncompressed
\nunder pressure
\nwith no room to move<\/p>\n

unaware
\nless aware than she used to be<\/p>\n

–i don’t hear them!–<\/p>\n

startled
\nleaping three feet into the air
\nor skip-skipping a heartbeat<\/p>\n

she can’t help it
\nshe can’t find another outlet
\nshe’s getting angry and pissed
\nand
\ncrying
\nagain<\/p>\n

–i don’t cry in front of other people!–<\/p>\n

maybe she’d feel better if things started to go up
\nyet the higher she rises
\nthe further she falls<\/p>\n

maybe she’d feel different if life wasn’t so isolated
\nsurrounded by crowds
\nbut so entirely alone<\/p>\n

maybe if she didn’t hate
\nwhere she was
\nso much<\/p>\n

maybe if she didn’t hate
\nwho she was
\nso much<\/p>\n

maybe she’d smile
\nagain<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

inspired by “ladymorgaine81” :: original post remixed words by “xjaymanx” smooshed compressed under pressure with no room to move unaware less aware than she used to be –i don’t hear them!– startled leaping three feet into the air or skip-skipping a heartbeat she can’t help it she can’t find another outlet she’s getting angry and … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-31","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-remix","category-remix-morgaine"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=31"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=31"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=31"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=31"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}