{"id":28,"date":"2005-07-14T03:24:00","date_gmt":"2005-07-14T10:24:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xjaymanx.com\/wordpress\/?p=31"},"modified":"2005-07-14T03:24:00","modified_gmt":"2005-07-14T10:24:00","slug":"the-futility","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/14\/the-futility\/","title":{"rendered":"remix 024 ~ the futility"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>images by &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/justababybath.livejournal.com\"><strong>justababybath<\/strong><\/a>&#8221; :: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.livejournal.com\/community\/selfportraits\/6289536.html\"><b>original post<\/b><\/a><br \/>\nremixed image &#038; words by &#8220;<strong>xjaymanx<\/strong>&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><a target=\"new\" href=\"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/xjaymanx\/Images-remixes\/justababybath_futility02.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" border=\"1\" src=\"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/xjaymanx\/Images-remixes\/justababybath_futility02th.jpg\"><br \/>\nthe futility<\/a><\/p>\n<blockquote><p><i>the futility<br \/>\ngets me every time<br \/>\nso she told me<\/p>\n<p>during one carefree coffeehouse stroll<\/p>\n<p>i wonder<br \/>\nas she skips away and<br \/>\ncrosses the shifting street<br \/>\nher head and heart bravely held high<\/p>\n<p>tonight&#8217;ll be<br \/>\nanother helpless night<br \/>\nso she warned me<\/p>\n<p>a lamppost night of<br \/>\nscattering butterflies<br \/>\nand skittering fireflies<br \/>\nglowing in warm puffs and lost hugs<\/p>\n<p>waiting for the muggy moonlit hours to crawl<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;when will she call?&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>she&#8217;ll still be<br \/>\nwaiting and cradling her fragile composure<br \/>\ntenderly<\/p>\n<p>shakily<\/p>\n<p>futilely<\/i><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>images by &#8220;justababybath&#8221; :: original post remixed image &#038; words by &#8220;xjaymanx&#8221; the futility the futility gets me every time so she told me during one carefree coffeehouse stroll i wonder as she skips away and crosses the shifting street her head and heart bravely held high tonight&#8217;ll be another helpless night so she warned &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/14\/the-futility\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-remix"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=28"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=28"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=28"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=28"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}