{"id":23,"date":"2005-07-12T05:45:00","date_gmt":"2005-07-12T12:45:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xjaymanx.com\/wordpress\/?p=26"},"modified":"2005-07-12T05:45:00","modified_gmt":"2005-07-12T12:45:00","slug":"that-look-i-will-never-forget","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/12\/that-look-i-will-never-forget\/","title":{"rendered":"remix 019 ~ that look, i will never forget"},"content":{"rendered":"

words & images by “goldfish_<\/strong><\/a>” :: original post<\/b><\/a>
\nremixed image by “xjaymanx<\/strong>”<\/p>\n


\nthat look, i will never forget<\/a> | words by goldfish_<\/p>\n

That look, i will never forget. Was it the trace of time and emotion already<\/i>?
\nThe embodiment of inhuman or the most human<\/i> power?
\nOn her face, the beautiful unspoilt face of a three-year old?
\nOn her<\/i> face, what did i discover?
\nWill i ever find her in the impossible labyrinth of human personality,
\nin the backwaters of indescribable, concealed pain,
\nnever realised, never spoken of?
\nWill i ever be able to find her in that heap of blurry photographs
\nsigns
\nmemories
\nof a childhood more beautiful
\na heart more open
\nthan i ever
\ndared to imagine.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

words & images by “goldfish_” :: original post remixed image by “xjaymanx” that look, i will never forget | words by goldfish_ That look, i will never forget. Was it the trace of time and emotion already? The embodiment of inhuman or the most human power? 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