![\"Digital](\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.xjaymanx.com\/xjaymanx_2007\/Images-toybox-2009\/xjaymanx_0188a_digital_sushi_20040809_blue_750.jpg\" "\\"Digital")
\n09 August 2004 | Digital Sushi | Enlarge<\/em><\/a><\/div>\n
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\nSometimes it’s enough just to wonder<\/p>\n
And blunder
\nAnd fumble<\/p>\nWithout guilt
\nWithout regret<\/p>\nTo stumble
\nBeneath the stars
\nLike the glorious rumble of thunder\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<\/p>\n
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\n09 August 2004 | Digital Sushi | Enlarge<\/em><\/a><\/div>\n<\/p>\n
\n09 August 2004 | Digital Sushi | Enlarge<\/em><\/a><\/div>\n<\/p>\n
The above text was my impromptu reply to this introspective post<\/a> by famed photographer Zhang Jingna<\/a>. Her text is included below. The accompanying images are based on this self-portrait<\/a> by Digital_Sushi.<\/p>\n
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\nSometimes I want to rant, and wonder if it’d be alright to do so.<\/p>\n
Sometimes there is so much I wanna say, yet so much of which I can’t.<\/p>\n
Sometimes I like lazing around, and just watch the daylight fade into dark.<\/p>\n
Sometimes I feel so tired, I want to know how I managed this far.<\/p>\n
Sometimes, the night makes me remember,
\nthe loneliness so beautiful it inspires;
\nall that which once were
\nso brief
\nso fleeting,
\nall that which still cloud my
\nmemories like mists of morn.\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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