{"id":120,"date":"2006-08-16T21:14:00","date_gmt":"2006-08-17T05:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toybox\/2006\/08\/16\/post-380-realizations\/"},"modified":"2009-08-08T14:56:13","modified_gmt":"2009-08-08T22:56:13","slug":"post-380-realizations","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2006\/08\/16\/post-380-realizations\/","title":{"rendered":"post 380 ~ realizations\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"<table cellpadding=\"5\" border=\"1\">\n<tr>\n<td valign=\"top\" colspan=\"3\"><b>post 380<\/b> ~ realizations&#8230;<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li><b>personal dream?<\/b> ~ like i recently told , as a result of the past few months, i finally remembered (or reaffirmed) an old adolescent dream to &#8220;write a book&#8221;&#8230; i&#8217;ve done little sci-fi fanfics over the last several years (original characters and stories within universes already created by others), but in the effort to build my own ORIGINAL sci-fi universe, i created  to collect my notes and sketches (protected) as well as pieces of my story&#8230;\n<p>note to inspire myself: <i>&#8220;Start small! Don\u2019t worry about how well others have written in the past. Just do it, whether expertly or pathetically, just write for yourself and for the love of your characters! If you worry too much, you\u2019ll never get anything done!&#8221;<\/i>\n<\/ul>\n<ul>\n<li><b>pseudo-sister?<\/b> ~ just a day or two ago, another idea hit me&#8230; it&#8217;s been weird living with my ex-wife , nothing wrong, just still a bit weird&#8230; but in thinking of her family as pretty-much my family, what if i thought of her as a &#8220;sister&#8221;?&#8230; and it clicked&#8230; oddly, her little habits around the house, or chats with another guy, are no longer so irritating or weird; just as if a real sister lived around the house&#8230; kinda makes sense, right? she thought so too ;)\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>post 380 ~ realizations&#8230; personal dream? ~ like i recently told , as a result of the past few months, i finally remembered (or reaffirmed) an old adolescent dream to &#8220;write a book&#8221;&#8230; i&#8217;ve done little sci-fi fanfics over the last several years (original characters and stories within universes already created by others), but in &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2006\/08\/16\/post-380-realizations\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7rIwb-1W","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":93,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2006\/04\/05\/post-339-anime-sci-fi-and-fantasy\/","url_meta":{"origin":120,"position":0},"title":"post 339 ~ anime, sci-fi, and fantasy!","author":"xjaymanx","date":"April 5, 2006","format":false,"excerpt":"post 339 ~ okay-okay, it's been 11 days ;))) dark saber ~ first of all, gotta get this!... \"saber\" from the adult \"fate\/hollow\" games\/manga... about 7.5 inches (19 cm) high!... i think i'm in love, hehehe ;)))... click to enlarge. $42 at animenation.com | $60 at yesasia.com hentai figures ~\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Fate\/Stay &amp; Fate\/Hollow&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Fate\/Stay &amp; Fate\/Hollow","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/category\/anime-titles\/fatestay-fatehollow\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":118,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2006\/08\/12\/post-378-better-to-have-loved-and-lost\/","url_meta":{"origin":120,"position":1},"title":"post 378 ~ better to have loved and lost&#8230;","author":"xjaymanx","date":"August 12, 2006","format":false,"excerpt":"\"negima!\" (2005) post 378 ~ better to have loved and lost... damn, as a result of watching the heart-wrenching finale (episodes 23-26) to the anime \"negima!\", classmates dealing with the death and love of a classmate, as well as sadly finishing another lovable anime... along with lisa's wedding reception... i\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Negima&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Negima","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/category\/anime-titles\/negima\/"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":421,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2008\/08\/13\/blog-149-britannia-versus-galactica\/","url_meta":{"origin":120,"position":2},"title":"Blog 149 > Britannia Versus Galactica","author":"xjaymanx","date":"August 13, 2008","format":false,"excerpt":"Code Geass R2 | Click to enlarge wallpaper Ah, finally caught up! 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