{"id":12,"date":"2005-07-11T01:40:00","date_gmt":"2005-07-11T08:40:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xjaymanx.com\/wordpress\/?p=15"},"modified":"2005-07-11T01:40:00","modified_gmt":"2005-07-11T08:40:00","slug":"fallen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2005\/07\/11\/fallen\/","title":{"rendered":"remix 008 ~ fallen"},"content":{"rendered":"

images by “digital_sushi<\/strong><\/a>” :: original post<\/strong><\/a>
\nwords by “xjaymanx<\/strong>”<\/p>\n

fallen<\/em><\/p>\n

fallible
\nshe stares
\nblankly<\/em><\/p>\n

hopeless knees
\nbuckle <\/em><\/p>\n

numbly<\/em><\/p>\n

against unaffected tiles
\nagainst indifferent shadows
\nagainst uncaring reflections<\/em><\/p>\n

her halo of velvet
\ntumbles
\nwildly<\/em><\/p>\n

yet soullessly<\/em><\/p>\n

in forgotten freedom<\/em><\/p>\n

her cigarette
\nher fading fire
\nher only dreaming beacon<\/em><\/p>\n

to the distant<\/em><\/p>\n

heavens<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

images by “digital_sushi” :: original post words by “xjaymanx” fallen fallible she stares blankly hopeless knees buckle numbly against unaffected tiles against indifferent shadows against uncaring reflections her halo of velvet tumbles wildly yet soullessly in forgotten freedom her cigarette her fading fire her only dreaming beacon to the distant heavens<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s7rIwb-fallen","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":1365,"url":"http:\/\/www.xjaymanx.com\/toyboxx\/2009\/02\/01\/blog-187-cops-candy-digital-sushi\/","url_meta":{"origin":12,"position":0},"title":"Blog 187 > Cops, Candy & Digital Sushi","author":"xjaymanx","date":"February 1, 2009","format":false,"excerpt":"04 Nov 2006 | Kiddy Grade | Enlarge Holy crap! 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